...I am truly traumatised by my experience and though I stayed away from the pubs and clubs, I ended up being isolated in the school on my own, being left scared by the staff there. I am so sad about it because there is so much going for the country in many respects but education is needed greatly and I cannot forsake my own mental health to go to a place and live like that...
...what I don’t understand is, why wasnt I appreciated and welcomed... I was not appreciated nor wanted there with constant questions.
This seems to be the current mindset (or maybe it's been like this for awhile and I've just been noticing it more and more because of the interwebs): "I've always been told that I'm special. I have lot's of participation trophies and certificates proving it. My high school and college diplomas show that I'm intelligent. My 200000000 Facebook/Twitter/blog/whateverelseispopularnowchat followers are constantly telling me that I'm beautiful, witty, wise, interesting, and they envy my life.
So why the fuck don't these stupid nose-picking spitting constant-crotch-scratching wall-peeing lying scamming cheating leering paint-splattering braind-dead knuckle-dragging twatflannel stinky noisy little brown monkey-people appreciate my trying to change them to be just like me? I know I'm smart, but
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I'M NOT APPRECIATED!"
At least this one has realized that there is a disconnect. Maybe she will someday truly understand "that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself." Probably not. No attention in that. Is it beer-o'clock yet?