You are spreading your hatred for me by implying all sorts of nonsense though you did not specifically directly abuse me on this occasion. You were also misleading in trying to imply all sorts of nonsense. I still am very upset to this day for having left Mark after a quarrel with him. I am not trying to punish mark in any way when I tried to reach out to him.violet wrote: ↑Sun Jan 09, 2022 3:19 pmDear All except Wendy
From my previous post
If the pain is great enough, they might stalk, punish, or intrude, unable to stop pursuing that broken relationship. No amount of self-degradation or humiliation seems to ease their pain or keep them from trying to reverse their fate.
Therefore, nothing any of us write will make a single bit of difference. Let’s all try doing better than me and completely refrain from responding in anyway further no matter what is written by the tormented.
Maybe we can all pledge to do that once the clock strikes midnight in whichever Timezone we find ourselves. Let’s try and be adult and not be triggered. The other one is not going to stop.
I hearby pledge to never post again on this thread unless there is news of the subject.
You failed to understand my concern for Mark. Mark is still the most special person in my life. I still have the rings that he gifted to me. He is the only one that reached out lovingly to me when I was in a most distressed state. For that I would be always grateful to him.
You are trying to nastily imply that I am a stalker when in fact you were the one that stalking me and heaping abuse at me. You don’t know me or Mark or our very special relationship. I want to be able to reach out to him too just as he reached out to me. But you are trying to imply all sorts of untrue nonsense about me. Mark did not desert me as you implied. We separated after an upsetting move to PP. I was the one who left him. But I did not meant to leave him forever. I was very upset at that time. I came from a very insecure background and appreciate Mark making feel secure.